Photographer Viko Kidd - - Has His Own Brand of Millennial Magic...and Madness.

Understanding Hudson Valley, New York native Victor Todd - -
his aesthetic, his essence, and his eventual emancipation.

Let's start in the middle and work our way out. After having been homeless on the streets of Atlanta for almost two years in 2006, Victor Todd ended up on a drug-driven, somewhat journalistic journey across the country. Even though he was content to live on the streets day by day, with everything he owned in his backpack, he knew he had to do something different. He needed to escape, to discover, to experience things that he was not used to. Through a series of intrepid interludes he ended in, as he says, a “relationshit” with a former drug dealer turned long-distance truck driver who wanted to take him for a ride. Victor was reluctant, but not having many viable options he decided to take that show on the road - - mainly because his partner at the time provided him with what he “needed.”
Cleaning Lady by Viko Kidd

The 18-wheeling road-winding journey was initially filled with moments of “treasured beauty” as he rode shotgun through Green Bay, Wisconsin, El Paso, Texas, and as far as Sacramento, California. He enjoyed and often endured this poor man's pilgrimage in pursuit of his passion and hoping to find his purpose despite the blurred lines of his “relationship” over the two years.

Along the way, he bought throw-away cameras to chronicle the many “ahh-hah,” “ohh yea” and “aww shit” moments and there were many. While on the road with his partner, they laughed, Victor cried, they made love, and more often than not, war. “In between the moments of madness, I found tranquility in taking pictures.” In 2008, with his backpack filled with a few clothes and 10 – 12 throw-away cameras from his reluctant road trips, Victor ended the madness by fighting his way out of a hotel room in Tulsa, Oklahoma. “I knew if I didn't get outta there, he was gon' kill me.” For Victor, it was one of those moments, where any of us would ask ourselves, “how the hell did I get here?”

The fork in Victor's road appeared when he was 15 and he and his mother moved to Winston Salem, NC. It was there he got “buck wild.” A product of a Black father, who wasn't present and a White mother who reared him in a relatively homogeneous white community, Victor had somewhat of an identity crisis. So after he escaped that hotel, he returned to North Carolina to reflect, to re-connect, and most importantly get sober.

Mama, Mama by Viko Kidd

Victor and I had been on the call for just over an hour. My questions were often followed by long periods of silence. He was reflective, uncertain. He was warm, yet careful. As he shared anecdotes of his journey, I scanned his Instagram page looking through his collection of images. Much like the man, his work feels lonely, and distant and affirms his self-proclaimed socially awkward, quiet persona. There is also a resonant, yet tenuous peace, a calm that I suspect followed the storms of his life. His journey toward sobriety has not been seamless, but he has found a more constructive way to balance the conflicting and often contradictory parts of his life.

In December of 2016, he bought his first professional camera - - a Nikon D3400. This was an important milestone for Victor, ”It was the moment that I decided to become [photography], to invest in myself. I never went to school for this. I'm self-taught, and I spend a lot of time watching YouTube videos and then I go out and apply what I have learned. For the most part, I work and I shoot....that's it. And If I think it is good enough, I post it on my Instagram.” And after this revelatory recounting of that moment, Victor once again grew silent. Victor may not have much to say when you speak with him, but through his photography, he will have much for the world to see.

Outgrown Childish Things

His journey continues as he hopes to soon take another road trip abroad, alone and on his own terms, to document more “ahh-hah,” “ohh yea” and “aww shit” moments from countries around the world.

This article was initially printed in ArTL ISSUE 03

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Triggered and Tripped By Traumas (Anecdotes of Internal Observation)

Community, Culture & Conversation - A Film Screening Series w/ an Interactive Audience-led Discussion

Blue Bistro Creative and Belize Global Media Forge Path-breaking Partnership to Elevate Black Cinema Globally